Sunday, December 12, 2004
went to work..as it was pouring.. haix..miss him as usual..
nth happen lahx..me one part time working today lahx..hahax..tink of him..
tink xiao hei niu
tink xiao mu gua..
haix..
today eiko cum to han ka ram to celebrate her bdae..den she left sum cake for us lahx.. den work work..
after work andy, alex, dolp, derrick, xin, ning, junwei, nigel wait for me..by rite i suppose to b relesae at 930..but den at 930 gt customers cum in..haix..den andy saw mi..he shout lehx..kaox.."princess of smb cum liao" *pengx*
haha...so junwei went home..derrick send xin hm..n nigel send ning home..so left mi, alex,andy n dolp.. we go eat in mac..den i cant finsih my fries..dey help mi =X *so bad sia*
chat with andy privately..abt tam..den he ask mi abt ahem! cuz i told him abt how i at first unwillingly to let go..till one day i found myself actually no feeling for him le..jus a sudden feel..haix.
den erm..secert lahx..
went home first cuz they still wan to stay awhile..in the mrt meet sumone..so he gt stead le lahx..4 years le wor~ so doesnt really matter to me..cux i gt xiao mu gua! haha
miss him..see him tmr?? duno...
really tied myself with sumthink..i duno..i gt a feeling dat sumone in my band too...like xiao mu gua..haix..duno..mayb my sensitiveness work out again...haix.. i jus wan to tell tt gurl..if she oso like xiao mu gua..i m willing to let go of him.. b4 my feelings went deeper into de earth crust..haix...
i koe love is nt charity..neither was it a game..i jus hate myself on tis issue..haix..actually..i oso duno..my ydae brk down was it becuz of him..i really duno wad happen to mi ydae..jus want to let my tears flow down my cheeks..haix
went home.. den ying was stayin at my hse..den she told mi gt one guy msg her usin my msn lahx..wad eva shit lah..found out it was kenneth..haha..tokin to them now..hahax..
miss him......
buaix
yipeeS-
